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Was a bit better today and I got outside again for a short walk, but didn't get too far without wanting to be back inside, so must work on that part of it. Agoraphobia is complex and needs to be address in various ways and there is not 'one size fits all' answer/solution. even retracing or trying to pinpoint where/when it started doesn't help, just need to address the current situation and find new ways around it and to discover new ways. I'm not making sense, but I'm ok. Inside for the day and somebody is supposed to stop by with some dinner, but I don't know who it as going to be because that stresses me and I worry they have touched the food or contaminated (I'm germ phobic) and I've not ate foods that I was suspect of and am happy with sandwiches I can make. Canned food and microwave foods are loaded with sodium and nitrates (not the good ones) and will kill you quicker than a 'New York Second' Only a little after 2pm and today is less humid as its been a sweaty summer; looking forward to new season in New England. https://seasonsyear.com/autumn I could sit there by myself and not feel lonely at all. I prefer my own company, actually.

https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/keanu-reeves-bumps-into-wedding-party-and-stays-for-couple-of-whiskies-and-conversations-in-pub/ Keanu Reeves Bumps Into Wedding Party and Stays For ‘Couple of Whiskies’ and Conversations in Pub

Basically I use is as TV in the background, some shows are decent and some are up to date.

Yeah, they are just (sort of ok) and starting up, but I never did create a account (glad I didn't either as it was hacked) It does also work fine on Serpent and MyPal68 https://app.plex.tv/desktop/#!/live-tv

Glad you are home and safe.

Yeah, I know, depends. Awful brain fog lately and the heat (mostly humidity) is making it worse. I agreed to out shopping today after being in the house for 10 days and I wouldn't wish it on anybody. Ugh, happy to be with my peace Lilly and my computers. I finally had to snip off the Lilly and I hope he (don't know why I say he, but I'm pretty sure, hahahaha) will give me my children this year, sometimes, only 1 every few years and boom with 4 (I've had 5) blooms. In all honest, regarding meditation, one should avoid guided meditation unless you trust that person into your mind. Our minds had protective mechanisms to keep us safe (anxiety is here to stay as instinct) but unchecked we become slave. I'm guilty as sin. Again, working on it. Hope everyone is managing best as possible and overall doing alright.

I use only 2 processes in Serpent 52, 3 processes in Mypal and depending on how many windows I open, usually 5 process with 360, and I agree, it does suck that V13 is hard to work with

Thank you very much, I've used it today and was very impressed after trimming (and killing off spool service) and trimming off windows explorer (more than a few times as I jumps back up on me_resource hod) at how much better videos play.

Thank you and hope you are well. No pressure. We appreciate that you take the time from busy life to post on your site

I'm always confused, so you are not alone. Ha

Well .. so yeah, 55 still has the blocking tracking from disconnect me, but that won't help much anymore i"m afraid. I'm on XP Bare metal and Serpent 52 would be my advice, but of course, try and see what you like.

You're so right, its too easy to get caught up in the madness. I've been trying to keep the news at a minimum nowadays and I think its helping. Thanks again; guys

Thank you, so much @msfntor your links are such a good way to detoxify and shift focus on what is so beautiful about life :)

Sometimes, with these streaming services, you're better off watching without creating an account (if possible). I don't normally log into any site if I don't have to, only Vudu, but I hate it and hardly every watch it anymore.

Yikes ... I've recommended Plex to folks here and just read this now. https://betanews.com/2022/08/24/plex-suffers-data-breach-third-party-gains-access-to-emails-usernames-and-more/ Hopefully nobody is affects by this breach.

Yikes ... I've recommended Plex to folks here and just read this now. https://betanews.com/2022/08/24/plex-suffers-data-breach-third-party-gains-access-to-emails-usernames-and-more/ Hopefully nobody is affects by this breach.

I don't believe so, and V13 is very greedy and you have to tame it and pretty much kill off anything not needed on the background to use it. I have put in my 500MB and now 2.5 GB is ram is a (little) better, but my ram sticks are VERY old an unreliable. I also use Wise Tray by itself to free ram. is this what you are mentioning? https://www.softpedia.com/publisher/Dimio-36857.html I will try it today

YouTube does play, but I have if I don't have multi-process going, its hesitates now (only on some videos) and I get the (good ole) application is not responding, but they it plays fine after that. I only use 2 process in Serpent. I spoof my Serpent and its faster (sometimes) user_pref("general.buildID.override", "20100101"); user_pref("general.oscpu.override", "Windows NT 10.0"); user_pref("general.useragent.compatMode.version", "102"); user_pref("general.useragent.override", "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win32; x86; rv:102.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/102.0"); Sometimes, FF91 seems better on some games. Good luck and overall I still hope we see some updates to Serpent and I no longer use new moon anymore. Are you using it yet @mina7601? Do you like it thus far is so?

Gosh ... thanks for sharing this. Sad read. ................

Ok, but only if you feel comfortable doing so. please don't feel pressured, only if you feel it would help you, you help others here in various ways, its what is said and sometimes what is not said (reading between the lines, so to speak) that could help others reading to know they are not alone. Yeah, hate to say suffering, but rather enduring seems better. I feel we all didn't meet up here by accident, there was (is) purpose well beyond only computers

Thank you for the reminder. I don't think he visits the other XP Forum either. Which reminds me - I need to correct some errors and misinformation from myself over there, but at the time I don't know better and am still learning about Mypal.

<OT> Good to see you again - been a while and hope you've been well. <OT>

Lol ... I guess Jason makes me chuckle, but I can see how others would find it scary.