XPerceniol

You're compassionate and this is rare in real life let alone online.

Hi @msfntor.. Please don't think I was ignoring your posting or you, I tried to reply last night a few times and just closed the page and gave up. Can't find the right words and other issues and can't post it. I'm sorry, I will try harder and I read every link and follow sub-links and read. .....

Glad you're better and I promised I'd only be positive for you. Wishing you well safe deployment and safe return to us. People do care about you here.

Thank you, we'll see, I guess, and I'm patient so no rush. I forgot about 2D so I'll leave that.

Hello and nice day and thank you, I downloaded that version and it created a fresh new profile, so I had to force enable d3d9, 2d, render and still I'm not having luck, but again, I'm just trying to understand what those errors mean and I'm not expecting miracles here Lol. I (of course) left: set layers.max-active from -1 at its default and allowed the "use recommended performance settings" and "use hardware acceleration" People would say leaving this disabled is a privacy concern, but for testing, I'm totally fine changing whatever if it helps you and the progress of the project. I'm not worried. Again, no rush and hope all is well for all in real life concerns/happenings

This is largely why I don't complain - I realize he much more besides computer software to be dealing with now. I'm hoping somebody will help me to make sense of the about:support page. Basically, everything is working fine for what I need, but I'm learning still, myself and I'm not ashamed. My hardware is inferior (to say the very least) but I can't change that and just have to work with it and left software pick up the slack and hope setting can improve what it can and I see no reason to leave settings running if they aren't doing anything. I can not upgrade. I have disabled hardware acceleration globally as well as WebGL. Since it reads direct2d is "unavailable by default: Direct2D is not available on Windows XP", I disabled it: gfx.direct2d.disabled;true @grey_rat (as well as other members here) helped me (you have helped me) to understand more about d3d11 and its unavailability for those running XP, as you can see, my hardware is also nowhere near able to even run d3d9 (so it seems). WEBRENDER reads: "opt-in by default: WebRender is an opt-in feature" - and - "unavailable-no-angle by runtime: ANGLE is disabled" WEBRENDER_QUALIFIED reads: "blacklisted by env: No qualified hardware" Also, as you can see - I get errors and I'm wondering If I'm the only one. Just checking to see if I'm getting this right, or have I totally lost it (emphasis on "totally"). If its a case of the latter, that would not surprise me either ... all kidding aside, just working with what I've got (both computers and otherwise ... hehe) Thank you in advance and please don't feel rushed to reply as I'm not going anywhere. *There but for the grace of God go I* and waking up is not a guarantee, but I expect to be here tomorrow.

So true, and this has to be recognized especially when mental health issues and instability (sometimes un-diagnosed) runs in deep family lineage, we can't just ignore it and it can help with treatment. I won't lie, I've been reading this more than one time today and trying to respond but failing with the right words to help rather than hinder. Maybe later ...

These pictures soothe my mind

Thank you ... very important to feel the air (positive energy) going into the body (especially the upper lobes ... feel and be aware of it) breathe in white energy and breathe exhale expel out the black BS. Try to visualize as such and be aware of the process, but only a few times a day and back to allowing the mind and body work on its own. Yes, I do this in part of my mediation exercises each day to cope with stress.

Now when I feel I "want out" of this madness, I try to remember his word and the hurt in his eyes and I stop myself. Daily struggle, though.

H was also suffering whole life with OCD and hurt from upbringing and he never turned to booze and he told me to stop and I got serious and went into rehab in 2017 and I'm clean now. Screwed up a few times, but need to stay sober for him. My mother and I weren't close and I didn't know he all that well.

I wear his watches and all they needed was new batteries.

I hope I made him proud, I believe I did, though I was not perfect and never game him grandchildren, but he came accept me and support me, he was and is my ideal and a good man, a military man. He used to come and visit me 2 times a month and we would talk about Al Pacino and Robert De Niro. He came to see me when he could no longer breathe said everything right and his words where from his soul and because of him, I'm still here as I was suicidal back them. Sorry, will write more but need to reset a bit. thank you

Welcome and see you around the forum when you have some free time, of course

........? Are you Ok?

When I was about 15, my dearly departed father (whom I miss so greatly) allowed me to drive a few times around short distance and he was proud and it was so much fun but very scary. I've never driven other than that or owned a car. When people come pick me up and we go on the highway, the road rage is awful and I'm glad I don't drive. Sad situation. EDIT: I actually learned to drive a 4 speed standard manual (I guess that's what it was called back then)

Precisely

Did you guys notice the word Perfect missing in the thread title? That was not by accident

Because you guys know and love me (I hope so, anyway) you all read through my errors; but that doesn't mean I'm not embarrassed when reading them. I'll attempt to correct them, but, sadly, I only see them when somebody replies to my posting (in their replies). Sorry, I just don't see them when writing and I don't know why. Do you know how red faced I'm am? Hopefully not, that would mean my webcam was left on, and that would also mean you caught me singing and dancing with the hair brush in my living room ... was that TIMI For just a second I wanted to fix the errors I made in postings here, and then I was like, "give me a break, they already know you're nuts" ...... so kidding, or am I .... I'm not talking crap, I'm actually thinking about him as I write this and people in my life served (as both) and good example and bad example - both are important and should be cherished. He was both in a strange way, nonetheless, but he has passed away along with others that left an impression on me we hope to leave a good impression on others, and like people writings, I can look past and respect people that are able to read through typos and errors, when I see people correcting others, I sort of feel (to myself) did you correct them to only make yourself feel better and *I'm more intelligent*. Arrogance serves little to help others. Sorry, but appears that way sometimes to me, as I've never claimed to be anything (even close) to perfect and (sometimes) there is sincerity in postings as left raw. Just saying is all ... But, either way, all is well.

Haaaaaaaaa

<OT> I'm glad I'm strange <OT>

Actually, I feel sorry for those that take themselves too seriously ... wouldn't want to go around so uptight. Thanks for the reminder, so easy to get caught up and become serf absorbed.

That is my wallpaper now!

Absolutely, just absolutely without question beautiful and that last pic opened my eyes and I feel as if I was/am right there ;~))