XPerceniol

Luckily I've never had to panhandle but I see many people this year out on the streets and I've given them some money, but if you get a chance to chat with some, they are mentally unwell and nobody would hire them to work. I can barely help myself. Ugh ..... crap.. screw it.

I hope I can pull things together somehow. Trying but I'm losing hope and that feeling of dread is hard to fight. I've been giving in and not going out, doesn't help that people around me are also hopeless and only see negative in everything and people here watch news 24/7 and wonder why they are afraid and worried. I just found out a man died here and I had not see him in quite a while but got my answer today. Sorry, guys, trying very hard to stay upbeat. I will write before bed, but also sleep had been bad even though I lay there with insomnia can't sleep as I worry about so many things. Some (much of) my worries I've no control, but if the programs were to be removed and I was homeless, I would rather be dead.

Laughing at the premise that animals are dirty and leave footprints compare to people. I wonder myself it its badly raised people or something, bad egotists - without question and no regard to others. You should see the city after the new year eve, and after some other holidays and spring break from college takes months to clean up and that beach may never unless people change habits. I'm sad to have to say this, but I'm (more than a little) worried that good manners and respect for others and what I would consider 'common sense' concern for others is going away.

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Gosh, I've not fired up Opera 12 in ages ... I'm also curious now.

Just going with the flow, I guess.

Balance between negative and positive, somewhere in between and I've just started to take it as it comes day-by-day with realistic expectations. Expect the unexpected, ya know

Why was yesterday your last floppy disk session?

Today I'm listening to smooth jazz and I miss it very much, but need to be careful it doesn't remind me of bad times. Hard to explain. Haven't seen @e-t-c in quite some time ... hope all is well.

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Yes I meant desktop background, but I change it often ... and sometimes I enjoy a picture that brings me some ease of mind and I will use it. It was the 2nd picture (trying to recall) perhaps because lonely road but the leaves on the ground reminded me of change of season and I like fall so much. Another thing I would walk along that road and not feel lonely, but more lonely around other people ... hard to explain. Anyway, is ok today. Hope everyone is well and not allowing news to turn your spirit toxic.

Cool! I'll enable it and let you know as I do watch videos in Mypal so we'll see. Yes, trial and error and I'm enjoying it. I'm learning new things all the time that I didn't know. TC :)

Sorry correcting my errors in typing.

I'm glad to know I'm helping somebody and I know you do as well like to help others. We do what we can with only words as we'll never actually meet in person. Your advice is from the heart and I know that, sometimes we all say the wrong thing but when we have to "second-guess" our advice is when (only then) is something wrong. I absolutely can walk around my complex anytime and should do more. I have outrageous agoraphobia and anxiety, but am working on that. When I stay locked up inside this helps nobody and only worsens my situation/condition. You advice when I was mentioning my dearly departed father was from the heart and you said he would want this (for me to pass driving exam) I could absolutely take the written exam as a personal achievement, but I can't drive and this is understandable and have never owned a car. You would (or couldn't) ever disturb me and I appreciate you and others take interest and show concern. You and others (just like now when you questioned as to how I'm doing because you 'sensed' something) pick up on when others are struggling because it comes natural to emphatic people. Yep, we are empaths. I will write more later and hope you have a nice day. Its 9/9 and hard to believe.

Hi @AstroSkipper and hope all is well. Other than me using multi process on Mypal ... I found your settings to improve speed. browser.sessionstore.max_tabs_undo;3 browser.sessionhistory.max_entries;3 browser.sessionstore.max_windows_undo;3 (default) browser.sessionstore.interval;30000 EDIT: I disable virtual reality completely. Would you give your opinion on the following default prefs; do you leave them at their defaults? media.av1.use-dav1d;false media.av1.enabled;true Thanks in advance

I feel bad even for little mise.

I've reduced it back to 'bare metal' XP unless you count the press F11 light linux Acronis Loader.

I still use them

Thank you and I need to make sure I don't stay too sedentary.

................ So good to see you, your postings are very helpful to detox from the madness. I've been reading just a bit quiet as of late, I guess, but hanging in there.

Re: The last 2 postings... <OT> During its final beta testing ... you know what the last two 'Tickle Me Elmo' dolls received before leaving the factory? Two test-tickles. <OT>

Thank you for your concern, I'm doing much better. Hope everyone is managing as best as can be.

Thank you for your assistance, as always

Thank you, I'm ok, hope you are well.

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