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Also not working in Serpent 55 ..... :(

Hello all and happy Friday! Hate to ask, but would/could somebody confirm that my documentary that I've been watch for quite a while is stopped working in Serpent Browser. https://documentaryheaven.com/cowspiracy/ Now the player just keep turning and turning when I'm starting to wonder what will be left to watch pretty soon. Many that used to work no longer do and I can't afford to pay for premium. Thanks in advance and becoming discouraging to say the very least. Yes, I've tried and searched last night and can't get any version or Norby online to work properly, not even html on Serpent. I hope Roy will have updates as I wonder the future of Serpent. Ugh ...

https://tubitv.com/movies/480219/the-haunting-of-la-llorona the-haunting-of-la-llorona A bit spooky for some, but enjoyable if you've followed the series of movies. I do hope others can watch movies for free, but I realize in some locations you can't and I'm sorry for that. Watching now on Serpent 52 : And I wonder why the nightmares Lol .....

Can you all believe its already August 4th?! Its soo hot here ... chickens are laying hard-boiled eggs. While freezing in other parts of the world right now .

Oh gosh no! I won't speak for @sunryze or @mina7601 but I never played violent games as a child or now, grew up on silly arcade games. I don't seek out violence because its there without having to play a game. I try to find games to enjoy. I still enjoy classic games, and actually, my computers are SO old they are unable to handle anything reality based anyway. Haha That being said: I do feel violent games are not very good for youth, but that would make me part the censor movement and I still think it should up to parents to make that call, otherwise, well, you know. I won't be political, even I don't like talking about it if I don't have to.

What I would suggest, is, given this is a public forum, is to expect different view(s) and be open to others beliefs and try to take from the good and understand that people (while) well-meaning, may (or may not) share like viewpoints. I now am able to discuss things that used to make me uncomfortable, when there was a time - when if other peoples advice was not always the what I expected or wanted to hear - I would become hurt or offended, whereas now, I practice what I preach and am forgiving and much more open and tolerant and accepting to others beliefs, and am better to appreciate the kindness an care behind the posting. You will be better able to tell when a person is trying to help. You will know, You DO know already. Even without any information you'll pick up the vibe. Will write more in a bit :)

May I ask which "boost RAM" trick? The Wise Tray from the portable zip helps me somewhat and I watch youtube directly with Serpent 52 from courtesy of Roytam1. I've not tried new moon in quite some time, but will and report back but last I used it, it would hang and no responding application (trying to recall fro memory). K-Mellon and new moon should be alike and play mp4 format. I've had to turn to 360v11 in order to watch some videos.

Yeah, likely both especially the latter. Chrome 104 ( I guess now, don't usually keep up on that ) and FF 102, or, yes, we jump thought hoops. Feels like that to me as well.

Could you be more specific, I've not seen this on my 360V11, so we can help.

Youtube still is not great though.

No issues with that website either, could be plugins, I only enable what I need now in mypal.

You're very welcome and that solid faith in God I believe is what gives you strength, not only to recover from illness, but to be a good kind human being. I wish everyone had faith and didn't use their faith as a weapon, not what the bible teaches, if you believe in Jesus, he only asked 1 thing, that you love him and put your fears and anguish in his hands ... certainly not too much to ask. I DO think its healthy to believe in higher power beyond just this existence or perception. I think (most) all would agree this is just a shell and YOU are more than skin and bones, and our energy, aura, love are your soul all make up the spirit, what is you. I think even folks that are not religious can at least agree that faith and action (God helps those whom help themselves) we can overcome and endure. I will write more later, but wanted to at least respond and will work on the isolation thing. Will continue to work on that, and appreciate your advice but I can't actually have a pet here, against the rules when I reside. I live in housing for folks with disabilities some are much worse than I, not everyone are able and some come and go here in only a few weeks or a month from group homes. People have also passed away and I'm so isolated I didn't even know other then I'd not see 'so and so' in a while and asked or was told. I don't know the future (for me or anybody) there is promises, but today I need to focus on and improve, we all start right now.

Sometimes computers and tech are a good distraction(s) if you enjoy and learn. Just wanted to say (for the record) ... yay on your new record, and don't think you are/were the only one changing your computer around. Don't forget, we love to tweak our computers. Is why we are here. People wake up at 3AM in the morning because they are beta testing new programs, is what gives us purpose. Computers that just work 'out of the box' ... too boring for me. Win 10 21H2 seems to be logical choice, btw, look how long we are using legacy os systems on here with great passion. I'm getting ready to settle in and make some tea and (try to) relax, yeah, not always easy with anxiety as you know. Hard to unwind the mind. Ha! Please don't feel as you need to disclose anything you aren't comfortable with and while you are MORE THAN welcome to share anything you want (at all regarding anything) or even to vent or anything, this thread was mainly as I didn't want to open the cafe again, but I changed my mind and am glad I did so. While there are bad memories in there (that thread), I didn't feel just pretending they didn't happen was the answer and I needed to face it head on and sometimes hard to revisit bad memories but better to turn something bad into something good. I'm learning in progress. I haven't figured out life any more than anyone else trying/seeking; we are all just trying to survive. Each time life throws us a curve ball, we dust ourselves off and keep trying. Just don't stay down for too long all I'm saying - perk up and hang on to it. You all could see when I "ran" away from the thread, I have my low and weak moments, I'm nothing special. Its was actually my good man @msfntor that helped me to start a thread and I am grateful to have his support, because he came back just in time to help me. We all didn't find ourselves here by accident as there are no accidents. Your opening up has helped me and no doubt others out there with like struggles. Like @mina7601 wrote, "Sometimes, life can be unfair." for if not for our obstacles we learn and they make us stronger. No angel or saint and I've certainly contributed to me being in this position. All-in-all ... all things considered, I'm also doing better and hope dark days become less and less for all of us. Life is hard, but so worth it!

Love yourself and be kind to yourself. Nobody is perfect and all struggle in some way.

Have patience, things won't happen overnight. It took years and will take time to *accept* what you are dealing with and with that acceptance you will find a way to be productive and get back to living. Sometimes these disorders go hand-in-hand so and good therapist and medical team with be helpful to find ways to cope during rough times. We all have them and it can't rain everyday. Try during times of feeling low to use distractions to perk up. I don't care much for "cheer up", but make some tea can help, as well. If you can get out, please do so as I'm full agoraphobic now dealing with this is terrible, so let it foster into that. While I find comfort in my own surroundings, Its turned to complete isolation. Please prevent this even you don't have friends, try to even just surround yourself with some human interaction. The internet is good, but we can easily turn our neurosis into being tied to forums and I STRONGLY recommend against mental health forums. I've been on many and no longer am. Please run it by me if you are seeking such, but, if you are already on that type of forum, please take what people say with a grain of salt ... if fact take anything I say as so.

I''m very happy you got properly got diagnosed. Very brave and I hope you will find a combination of medication (if that is needed) with therapy to bring you to a better place so as you can enjoy life again. For me (personally) I've come to better accept the moods swings, and as I've said before, its when they go to the extremes. I've been low in the gutter and manic in the same day. They might not (necessarily) completely resolve and you are human and have emotions and nobody would want to be just "flat" and unable to feel anything, and that balance is the key. Over medicating can cause this, but you'll have to work with your team to find what is right for you. Honestly, it took me years to get good therapy and I'm properly medicated now, whereas, there was times I'm was hospitalized on Haldol and that was ugly, but psychosis overtook me, but I'm better, but still have my days - we all do - the human condition. https://practicalpie.com/the-human-condition/ I am not religious, but I consider myself to be very spiritual now and less caught up in organized beliefs/teachings. *God means something different to others and views can differ* The bible says: 1 John 4:16-19 ESV / 23 helpful votes So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. By this is love perfected with us, so that we may have confidence for the day of judgment, because as he is so also are we in this world. There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love. We love because he first loved us. See, no worries or arguments here Again, this is new for you and a improper diagnosis is awful and labeled bipolar wasn't right for you, so now, you'll be better able to understand your "condition" rather seeing as illness all the time. Happy for you and so glad you shared so on here. ~~~~~~~~~Please note to all that read this (especially you,@sunryze: , I needed to correct many severe mistakes, so please red again, I'm sorry for those mistake were merely that my brain doesn't always connect and I often use the wrong words; I hope you got it and understood my errors and read between the lines. Again I do feel bad, but hope I didn't make you feel worse.

This was nice, and thank you for b day from Whitney. She was amazing amazing amazing!! Emily wrote that article well and it was an easy read for me. :)

I don't usually say anything or allow others to know, don't like parties, don't like cake and candles and everyone exhaling all over my food (OCD is awful nowadays). Phobia's are still pretty high around other people and I stated I wanted to be left alone today and they took other out but I stayed back and I'm totally fine. Got my good memories and music, I'm careful with nostalgia as it turns into regret(s) if I don't catch it, I do now. Some memories need to stay buried. Its now; today! Had to pinch myself because tomorrow is no guarantee. I did get dressed and made some coffee I have from Tim Hortons that I've been saving for some reason. Well, last night was a bit rough (as expected) and I reflected and decided to just chalk it up as time gone by and I was part of something that counted; sure, I got lost along the way and took several wrong turns, and at times I felt like giving up, but here I am. I turned in per usual around 10(ish) and did get to sleep (anxiety is skyrocketing as of late), and woke up a few times but didn't get up and turn anything on right away. Anyway, 49 year last night when I went to bed, trying to make sense sometimes of things that can't be resolved (no answers) unexplained but not unexamined (life). We are lucky to be here and alive. Its my birthday - 50 today!

Malwarebytes here, but no "real-time" since MSE. Only scan manually now and I don't pay, just free version. There is nothing in the background, not even DEP; nothing holding me back - Lol

Yeah, I wouldn't want to grow up in this world again, at least when I got home school it was over, now, with social media, the bullying continues Well I am cautious to offer "Help" to others, I mean, I 'full of it' (Advice .. ha) but while the internet may be the only means people can reach out, its not substitute for professional help. I'm not more than just a mere option, a reclusive nut that hardly ever leaves my own little bubble now. I just share as I see from my POV; only and I'd never want to steer others towards anything harmful. Yep .. after 1PM stuck inside still in sweat pants while the world turns around me, not a good shining example. Again, working on it and a work that likely will be in progress until I expire, I doubt I'll ever "get it" and don't really want to get it, just to survive.

Very true words spoken or written My dearly departed dad almost 80 always said to be humble and he never was vain even in things such that he should've taken great pride in, but, from him, I learned that everything we allow ourselves to feel is usually ego based and one needs to be cautious when allowing ourselves to adopt that thinking that others are somehow 'beneath' and we could become egotist and self indulgent. Vanity or inflated pride (in oneself) sometimes can lead to disappointment as fame is fleeting, rather, we can still be aware that we are living in a vain world and best ways to adapt or 'go with the flow - the current' can also help us. RE Self-Help Advice Really need to not always trust the sources when searching online as its can come from conflicted people therefore the advice from them is slanted and tainted by their own experiences or lack or processing them which results in questioning our own beliefs, though, I do enjoy hearing from others online but need to be cautious when taking of others 'baggage' and maintain that understand of such. The collective conscious or so attractive and belonging in this existence (struggling for the right wording as this is all coming from my head. Its a circus in there sometimes ... hahaha https://theconsciousvibe.com/this-is-what-collective-consciousness-means/ Seems like a long read, but very worth it if you can read that article and appreciate our connection. We humans are not just computers. @msfntor I've been enjoying many of your recent posting here ... I think it helps you to help others ... I guess I also feel the same

This is just too good for words ... I LOVE it!! When I lived in the City in the 90's (I lived in Bronx NY ... right off Broadway) I missed out on the nature and got used to cars, shootings, and very loud music and thought nothing of it, but I was young and fearless and I don't miss it now and need quiet and nature to ground me.

I also don't offend easily anymore ... good to not take self to seriously.