Monkey in back again ... **sigh**
Round in circles again with the Benzo and Gabapentin. My GABA receptors must be wrecked at this point, but I've done it before and I can kick it again. I know when my body revolts trying to stop or come down on dosage and even lower dose and I feel anxiety city. Meds related to GABA have always been tricky, but I never touched any booze - I Promise you!
I'm not too far into it this time to catch it before a nose dive. Otherwise, I'm recovering, I guess, but not quite there yet.
I feel bad that I caused others to feel a sad feeling and I'll try to keep in better touch now.