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You're not disturbing anything, our discussion is not exclusive Please feel free to interject. I'm not sure whom he is talking to but I often talk to myself and some of the best conversations I've had with *with* myself Your questions are never annoying.

I hold some hope, otherwise, when all hope is lost, that is the end.

Use distractions if needed and learn to update DC Browser ... oops ... did I say that? Lol Kidding aside, of course, but learning new things is always a better way to cope when there is idle time to dwell on things. I know its hard to shift the focus when dragged down into the doldrums doldrums: NOUN (the doldrums) a state or period of inactivity, stagnation, or depression: Steady balance is the key. You can still go with the flow and against the grain. Be true and genuine and you can't lose - not to others - be true and genuine and kind to yourself.

Thank you and I'm glad I caught this, I've been using Mypal 68 and enjoying the experience. I've been trying the following: user_pref("general.oscpu.override", "Windows NT 10.0"); user_pref("general.useragent.override", "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win32; x86; rv:102.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/102.0"); This was giving me good results up until a week ago, and I've been trying: user_pref("general.oscpu.override", "Windows NT 10.0"); user_pref("general.useragent.override", "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win32; x86; rv:104.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/104.0"); This, mainly, because I'm still trying to watch videos in the browser ... Yeah; I know Although I don't use private browsing, I do have the following prefs set to: user_pref("browser.cache.disk.capacity", 0); user_pref("browser.cache.disk.enable", false); user_pref("browser.cache.offline.capacity", 0); user_pref("browser.cache.offline.enable", false); user_pref("browser.sessionhistory.max_entries", 3); user_pref("browser.sessionstore.interval", 30000); user_pref("browser.sessionstore.max_tabs_undo", 3); user_pref("browser.sessionstore.privacy_level", 2); browser.tabs.unloadOnLowMemory;true browser.tabs.animate;false

Oh well its just from the heart advice. Somewhere between also learn from my mistakes and I've been pretty open. Nothing worse than self sabotage and YOU deserve better than negative thoughts telling you otherwise, recognize negative intrusive thoughts and dismiss them as quickly as possible or you can easily give in and lose your strength. I've been down low (very low) and I've allowed myself to succumb to the disorder. suc·cumb VERB fail to resist pressure, temptation, or some other negative force: Drugs and booze may appear to be a "quick fix" but when they wear off (if you don't die from the deadly mixture) you're not right back to where you started but further backwards. Better to find constructive ways to deal with the ugly symptoms rather than self sabotage. Sure, easier said than done, but I'm no angel, but I've also never claimed to be anything other than such. I'm hoping people aren't seeing me as preaching so please post or tell me if its appears so. I hope not, I love everybody. Can you imagine a world with more love, I can.

Hi passion seems quite genuine and he speaks with power because its from within. This passion and power, its there, but need to find it and discover and change our mindset even temporarily to get by and past the rough spots.

Watching and bit taken off guard by the tone and his miscommunication, but I got through about 5 minutes and I get its and it not too far off from what I've said (or you or I have written) but when he says "we're alone" please understand what means, is, you're not alone, because you (your mind) is always with you. Not to confuse that being you can't escape, because "escape(ism)" is also wrong mindset, we need to face up to our depressions to get to the root cause ... but even if we don't yet know that root cause, when you feel alone with your brain, rather see it as your weapon of choice to battle the darkness, make no room for it. You can't escape or chase it away, make no room and rob dark thoughts of their power and *allow* the light to take its place. Hard to always see, but light is more powerful but not as easy to see sometimes. Thank you @msfntor for taking the time to recognize the power of our brains and we (only we) can recover and heal ourselves. Hard to see (I know that from "first-hand' experience) but that power is there, just need to find it and not allow it to weaken. Every time I fall, I get up which is why I'm here. I don't know, strong will and desire to not allow the darkness to overtake me or "get me". Its a fight ,but so worth it, You, everybody, you are all worth it! Be true and kind and it will come back around to you.

Wow, 21.4 years was good, but sounds like it was lemon and could nickle and dime you had you kept it, very happy to know you have a safe car now.

Stunning to say the very least. Beautiful!

Whatever you feel or what comes to you. I don't know how many other enjoy reading long posting, but I do. Of course I can' t speak for others .

Thank you - I love that fish so much

.......................................................... Will finish tomorrow but until then, of course, we're here 24/7 and while you may not get a reply right away, people are reading. Also, this is a computer tech forum foremost, but sometimes you can find good connections on this type of forum, while dating sites and mental health forums can be troll city. Sorry, to leave it but that was all I can give. Love YOU and spread love and hope to others and make no room for the darkness.

Secondly.. Your life matters and nobody is beyond help, its good to reach out to others, but be cautious with whom you trust and allow into your circle of support as you may not be as guarded during times you feel fragile or vulnerable. If you have a supportive family and friends you can count on to have your best interests, I'd say, be cautious because you can easily chase people away if you overwhelm them, be mindful that we are all human, and while they may want to help, not everybody is able to offer you the attention because people are also caught up in their own lives and dealings. Best to not pretend to be something your aren't but also keep in mind, helping others can be therapeutic; so you being a good listener to someone can make a huge difference. Be there for others and treat others as you would prefer to be treated. You see.. and if that doesn't happen, then you may reconsider with whom you consider to be friends.

Good I have time to think, nothing at all wrong with quiet, trust you me. You can be alone (with yourself) but not by yourself and not feel lonely; and, of course, the other way around. So: First... If you are questioning your mental health or are dealing with ongoing mental health disorders ... you are not alone and guess what, there is nothing *wrong* with you. See ... even with a diagnosis, you shouldn't consider yourself abnormal or damaged and somehow lesser than others, and sometimes those that may appear to be "Normal" are suffering silently. When it interferes with your life and prevents your from enjoying life, this is where we need to address and seek our answers to your symptoms. Gonna have to do this in parts and I easily lose track of my thoughts.

Very true, it is unrealistic to expect pills to "fix" everything. I agree 100%. It takes strong determination to get through hard times especially when someone doesn't have family support. I can relate to this as I'm alone. People need to realize this strength comes from within and its takes work. That being said, Medication is only 1 part of the solution for some. I'm medicated, but much less that I used to be and that is better; but I support those that need medication to keep vicious (I'll come back to that *vicious voices*) from interfering with functioning. I've sort of come full circle from years of alcoholism to attempt to mask the problem (which wasn't working out well - trust me). People sometimes turn to destructive activities to mask their depressions and anxiety, but it won't work in the long run and usually from bad to worse and even the very worse and they feel their is not other option than to........... Online forums, for some can be helpful, but know its only peer support and sometimes it can snowball as people just feed off of one-another which is why I don't recommend them anymore. I'm not saying that people shouldn't reach out for help when in real life this might not be an option, but people must take everything online with a grain of salt is seeking advice to such personal medical decisions.

Indeed the pressure of this hectic society and the demands that people can't possibly live up to is bringing forward mental health issues or worsening symptoms that one could under set circumstances they could control without medication.

Hi ... will write more in full detail, maybe tonight to in the AM. Yes, still an issues sad to say in 2022, especially when seeking answers later in life because its VERY complex and hard to diagnose. Depends a lot on how it affects ones life and treatments have changed even from when I was a child.

67° Sunny Day 68° • Night 51° I am outside my porch today and its quiet

.............. We're missing love in this world. Kindness is easier than hate. I still have some hope things could change.

Wow ... so nice to see that. Thank you for sharing it.

I'm still able to use DC Browser to enjoy even intense roller coasters I wish there were updates, but I guess not - Too bad.

I love to take virtual trips and ride on roller coasters from around the world. When I was young (18 perhaps) I used to ride on them with my DD Father and fond memories of that. We used to enjoy the ones that we upside-down. Ha!

Welcome back ... been a while since I've updated or keeping up and much for the same reason.

Thank you, I will