XPerceniol

OK So, getting in the shower and wash off the past week and get dressed in something beside sweat pants. Will let you know how everything goes and I'm looking forward to seeing the ducklings and they let us feed them before they head for south. Its beautiful outside. Ugh, ok, I'll try. Gonna go.

OK... What about find a rich old cougar - then you would be her "boy toy"

My Mother was slut but my dad was educated but suffered with mental illness himself, but did the best he could. Sorry, I don't agree - my teachers in the 70's 80's were all ideologist (right-wing) nuts and lucky I didn't commit suicide like others did when told we are "abnormal" and other words. I don't like extremist on either side and I wish education were just about learning rather than pushing their beliefs onto others children. Some sweat boys and girls hated themselves and didn't survive. Lucky, I saw it for 'what it was' an just played along and pretend until I graduated and then became a free thinker. Please no offense meant by that statement. Agreed 100% Fragmentation of the society can lead to fragmented and Fractured Psyche.

... To all US members here

bwahahahaha

Well ... today there are going to take a few of us to the village and I did agree to go after almost a week inside and I'll try to deal with atrocious anxiety and panic. Ugh

I agree completely and I cleaned it up so as to not set that example to our youth with their whole life ahead of them and they should not be jaded. I'm sorry guys, I will try to follow my own words. I'm grateful believe it or not and humble and know it could be much MUCH worse so I count the blessings and it was YOU (somewhere) that told me to no pre worry and even my therapist said not to. I don't have an unkind bone in my body, I'm just hurt as you can tell, but I'm always ALWAYS kind to others, the person I'm unkind to is myself sad to say. I (obviously) need to work on the other 3 and mindful that its too easy to set a bad example. Remember, I said I didn't want to repeat the abusive behavior and continue the cycle, glad You helped me to catch it. You are a dear kind man @msfntor ... I'm trying to be more positive, but its becoming very hard.

Good night everyone and I truly hope everyone will find something to enjoy this weekend. Happy Veterans Day weekend to all (conservatives and liberal - republicans and dems - some gave all and all gave some. Be well as best as possible and see you all tomorrow.

Needed this so badly, just amazing to see and watched it more than once.

Thank you; I'll try.

<EDIT> I LOVE my own company. That being said: @msfntor I'm so happy your have made this recovery knowing you were very sick and your faith and determination and getting out and about I do believe helped you. <EDIT>

There's not enough room for me to rant; but I'll just agree completely. Sometimes can't escape from it ... I don't know.

The disabled are 2nd to be on the list to be put down. They would put me to death as well ... likely stone me to death in full public view.

Yes, indeed.

Worrisome, no doubt .... and I don't have a smart phone and don't want one.

Thank you

But understand, I don't profess to know the solution and I don't think there is an easy feasible answer to world problems. Just 'little old me' in this world; powerless.

When I get this confused things seem quite surreal. Sorry :(

I will write more in the AM. Today was brain fog city and it exhausted me and I'm not all that functional today, but I am reading.

I've always asked when out for a walk and run into homeless folk if they need an ear, because they have a story. When down (to the curb) very hard to pull oneself up without support. My DD Father made sure I'd be ok, unless it all gets taken away.

Thank you, you've always been kind and helpful to me.

I much prefer and enjoy chatting with others with (both) intellectual and physical challenges. Just don't know how to get over the fear of people in this day and age when people are so two-faced and sneaky ... very hard to ever trust people again and I'm not sure I even could. That being said: I do hope you can fine a way to catch it before it gets out of hand and you start to lose control to the phobia. Anything I could say would be hypocritical as I couldn't follow my own advice, but we'll try, at least try.

Count me in 1,000%, you guys know how I feel about it, I've vented a few times when republicans here are praising Putin. Make my stomach turn - if only Regan could see what this party has turned into. End rant:

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