XPerceniol

Hope you enjoy trying them ... even for the experience. I'm enjoying AF V13.0.2170.0 and (overall) its working alright, but I miss V11 very much.

People may not know this, but I struggle with speech and sometimes my words don't come out right, not far off from my writing. I appear very nervous and unsure and quirky. I have many social "tics" Tourette-like in nature and I've even been known to stumble and fall and struggle to get up in public.

^^ Good to hear Just hit Noon here and need to get out of sweat pants and at least start moving around. I hope to go to Starbucks, but nobody has said anything yet. I hope everybody is doing well today.

Because I can see what is behind the eyes and through they eyes and smile. Call it body-language, but I feel its more. But what do I know. Rarely has my "instinct" and "gut feeling(s)" been wrong.

Thank you

Oh I see, this could mean in the past people were leaching off of me and why I was always drained. Could be!

1. Just a chuckle (not at your situation, of course). "annoyed by my behaviour" Can you believe the staff puts up with me?!?! (Mister Blobfish) I'm like the least helpful person and you know there people here that be all like ... 'will he ever shut up and go away' hehe =P I'm shocked I wasn't banned along time ago, but I do love the forum. 2. I'm glad you feel comfortable and I like you, you seem so kind and polite and very helpful. I wonder why you feel you chose to isolate. So young, but, again, anything helpful I'd say would be hypocritical as I can't follow my own advice. Honestly, I mostly talk to my therapist and med provider nowadays. I assumed you mean actually talking to somebody, people seem to be very unapproachable and I gave up. I think (I don't know) focus on your studies and do well because knowledge is power. Wishing you well and I hope you feel less sad and maybe in schooling you'll find somebody you can relate to. I know its hard to trust people when countless times they let you down ( I know too well ) and trust is earned not given, but at least try (easier said than done) to be open. Might have more to say when my mind clears up a bit.

Ugh ... this didn't set well for me as I'd sacrifice myself and drain myself and give of myself and leave nothing for myself because I feel this is my purpose ... at the expense of my own self. Well I used to back in the past because I was somebody different, now I never let people to get very close any more.

Thank you, maybe I have some hope for myself, but that hope is fleeting.

Hmmm ... I am able to feel energy from my peace Lilly

I wish I had something helpful to say, but as you know, I'm very isolated and sometimes go almost a week without human contact. Those reasons are stupid.

I will write more in the AM ... we'll get through this. I hope we all stay healthy. I wanted to reply rather than like; of course. Be well

Thank you @mina7601 ... very much appreciate that you took the time to verify that for me. I've been doing some reading about this and the holes and just how important it is to be (at least) behind a good router. I've also been researching on how to *harden* this service (when enabled, of course) and I'm unsure to make changes since I'm clueless about this. Any thoughts?

Hi guys .. Would/could someone verify that I've the latest DHCP Client for XP: (5.1.2600.5512 5.1.2600.5512 (xpsp.080413-0852) I ask, because, while I thought I was pos ready, I've recently learned I'm still missing some, but everything works so I don't complain, but when I go to bed, everything is powered off. I realize not secure and I don't know to change the registry settings (don't know what they mean) Thank you in advance.

Good to see you posting again @UCyborg

Thank you and I'm sorry if I caused you any sadness (you might become more sad = already sad but could become worse and I'm now concerned). I don't wish sadness on you or anybody. Why are you sad? Please don't feel pressured to answer if not comfortable. I'll stay.

I often get confused between the two, I question whether its a good idea to trust a unknown proxy with my information, who knows if its was/is compromised or a honey pot.

Why do I get the feeling this is more about tracking than security

I feel completely drained from life. Very vulnerable and weakened and a bit unsafe really. I probably shouldn't even be posting anymore. Today I'm in charge of doing laundry and I'm struggling to keep my attention on that. Losing hope. Sorry

Oh I am interested, just been quiet lately. I've not been posting in this thread because I'm struggling to adhere to the title. I'm "Mindful" and "True" and "Kind" but that is about it as of late. I don't know, feeling pessimistic if I'm being honest, I don't know.

btw ... I also don't use a VM didn't work properly on my old systems. To my understanding, unless you were to try Vista 64 Ultimate, Vista 32 bit wouldn't help you much (if at all). I use Linux live DVDs (there's no shortage) and you can always try before you install. Yeah, emphasis on "For now"

^Reading..

I do and will stick with it until it doesn't work at all and worry later, but its getting harder and harder to enjoy it.

Overall some days are good but more bad days and I feel lost and empty. Some days I'm just sort of curled up into a ball on the sofa. Usually from bed to the sofa to the bathroom to the sofa and back to bed. Very much a broken record. I don't know That is great, luckily its pretty quiet here at night.