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XPerceniol

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  1. I find the search results very poor as well, but, of course, wonder why google has such "good" results ... ha ... but they just think they know me. I've never heard of Rumble so will check it out. EDIT: Actually I seem to be blocking it. I see its slanted away from me and I guess I'll avoid it - I've also been avoid youtube lately as well.
  2. Hey, I just checked out your site (on it now) and its looking quite good (or very well ... hehe) The fonts are much easier on the eyes. Keep up the good work and I hope you enjoy and do some good work there, maybe offer support to others struggling in off topic when you have the time, can be a lot and heavy to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders but I consider it to be my purpose. Mister Blobfish
  3. Well.. you know that old saying: "Mockery Is The Sincerest Form Of Flattery" So long as I laugh at myself first then the *joke* falls on the perpetrator. as I see it. Actually, nobody contacted me by PM rather in the Roytam1 thread and oddly enough he isn't even there anymore and there not much for me there as I don't have much to bring to the table, either. I'm just a silly old Blobfish. Ha! I think the forum is not active and they are looking for new members but also my other XP forum is also quiet and this here is my home. It was actually @K4sum1 that said she wanted to contact me when my account vanished, I don't think I was banned just their forum was hacked or something, but I guess its not the same, but I doubt I'll be very active but thank you for the 'heads up' on the deal.
  4. I wasn't too keen on installing it but it was legit so I did the install.
  5. I thought I was banned but then invited back a few days ago. Was sort of on the fence because too many forums isn't good for me, hard to explain.
  6. I'm now using: CCleaner 4.19.0.4867 Thanks, guys :)
  7. Hmmm .... might downgrade then, as I'm using v5.41.6446 EDIT: I also have on hand CCleaner 5.41.129.6446. Do you guys feel I should downgrade and recomend a portable version?
  8. Ahhhh ... yes, society what is that? I'm far removed from it but I do get it. Haha .... You are sailing on rough waters and the tide is changing - go with the flow even if feels repetitive but make sure its exciting and fun and go with the current even when the waves are going against you. You sound healthy and strong to me but a bit jaded much like our beloved George Denis Patrick Carlin. Wasn't he great but oh so bitter and very loved. He always said he was a misfit, and honestly nothing wrong so long as not hurting yourself. Never give up and keep sailing though and accept the mindless guidance. EDIT: add more information and fixing mistakes.
  9. Right ... they numb us and rob us of emotions and deaden us. Some might disagree, but pills were only supposed to be *as needed* but became the "fix" and the brain adapts to the med and you just need to change meds or increase and this roller-coaster is bad. Your essence is not the depression which is why you said it "drained" you ... because the depressions is lingering and fooling you (tricking you) into believing you are weak; and you are not. You were right to stop them and that was not a good combination - I am medicated but have been for a while and still I have bad days, but you see, today it not one of them. EDIT: Fixing mistakes.
  10. He was right and hard to accept that but its about the 'here and now' - today and tomorrow (or in this case this week on leave for you - not even yesterday [its gone and over]) and it is quite understandable that you don't remember much ... I've been in therapy most all of my life and sometime I remember or recall little from sessions, but I try to be kind to myself and understand myself as I give understanding to other but save little for myself. Pills are only part of the solution and more or less (more than less) its about interpreting the process(s) that bring you to low feeling of worthlessness. You are not worthless and you have purpose, but not always easy to see. Any of us could not wake up and there would be no tomorrow. Will finish as it comes to me. EDIT: Corrections
  11. I'm reading now and will reply; I promise. Ok, gonna reply in parts as it comes to me. Will edit this only a few times a make 2 others postings. First off: So glad you are on leave this week and I (truly) hope you will find something to enjoy. Yes, I'm one to talk as I struggle to leave the house.
  12. Well that is lame :/
  13. Yeah, I've always considered myself and "old soul".
  14. Yeah, wasn't sure that I needed another forum, but k4sum1 was nice to invite me over there. Thank you my friend.
  15. I've just been watching this over and over and I LOVE it.
  16. You know what is funny, <OT> I joined over there when this forum was down and only made 1 posting and woke up the next day and can not log in. I'm hidden under the spoiler but no account. Lol...... https://board.eclipse.cx/viewtopic.php?p=2226&hilit=xperceniol&sid=4ab29fb0a4500812723ee2a529c0e8c8#p2226 I'd have to check with @K4sum1 and see, but, actually 3 forums might to too much for me to handle seeing I'm already struggling to leave the house - maybe it was for the best. But I've not been even reading and didn't even know they were back up until now. Being tied to the computer only aggravates my (awful) agoraphobia. Sal
  17. Try to give more attention to your exams and less to the forums. Sometimes they are a good distraction, but only during 'down time'.
  18. I don't always have the answers but I'm good listener - sometimes getting things or your chest helps. Weight of the world on shoulders.
  19. Sorry, buddy, I know that all too well, but it will pass. Anything you want to write about?
  20. I Love apple cider but no booze in it. For some reason I'm ok with that and no triggers to go on a bender.
  21. Welcome to our little funny farm and café.
  22. Even though I can't use, just figured I'd stop by and wish you well with your project
  23. I did quite enjoy chardonnay, but never stopped at just a buzz. I'm 6 full years clean and sober. Don't worry, you're not missing much @UCyborg your GABA receptors will thank you ethanol is bad for the body
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