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Pretty song and try to check out the original writer that wrote of for them.

Do what you (ya) do - do well - boy ... do what do - do well.

I trust you and only do what you enjoy and we're happy you share your project with all ove us.

Oh and just in case some are not aware of what "DD" means, dearly departed.

Absolutely ... I'm with you all the way and we can lean on each other during rough times and then, when you are energetic (not that your are not already) you can build up others and I will do the same. You WILL succeed I guarantee it and I feel so glad you are "getting good" and I like that choice of wording. And old dear DD friend used to always say, you'll do good and we'd laugh but that was so right. Do well, of course, you might be unaware of the old saying: Do what you do - do well. In other words.. Do (what you do) what you do (whatever that is to you) do (just do it) (and do it) Well. We've got this and don't get discouraged when you find yourself in a dark spot because that is all its is just a spot as with good and bright spots; you can't see the light unless you recognize the dark, find the balance and sail (Just like @UCyborg) we are in rough waters; always. Unsteady world so we keep afloat and go with the current but always keep the shore in sights. I know (without question) you will find this contentment, try to avoid seeking the happiness trap and look for contentment. You ARE a very good person and your purpose has not even be (fully) discovered yet, so stay tuned, and over the next few years after graduation you'll being to find your footing and your life will present itself and (if I can be so bold) your agoraphobia will also gradually start to turn away form fears and anxiety and into excitement. I'm excited for you, now I need to lift myself away from *known* triggers as I did today and I got off the couch and up in the shower and dressed with turned off the toxic news.

Yeah, maybe one day I'll learn to take my own advice.

Very good you see this, its so important to *shift* the focus on what is troubling or causing the sadness even if by using distraction(s) because wallowing in the pits is very unhealthy. Good you now see this and you've really come a long way and I'm proud of you.

Thank guys.

Understand too.

I also am also at my *wits ends* regarding medication, and honestly if I'm being honest, I, I don't know, sometimes, I, think about drinking myself into oblivion.

I guess terrible vivid dreams and nightmares are not helping.

May I ask you guys something strange? Well everything I say is strange already without trying. Haa But its been causing me anxiety and sadness lately and I just keep it to myself not even tell my therapist. How do guys deal with bad memories or the feelings that you've let others down? Maybe I'm just trying to see if I"m alone, but I feel I am, actually, but recently I became aware that I also sense vibes so I'm not alone but its rare to find in real life let alone online. I know this didn't make much sense, but there is no way to put it. I feel like I've let people down when they needed me the very most. For the most part, people were not there for me and all too easily turned their backs on me when I needed them the most, but I expect that from people now so I never get let down anymore. I don't trust people and may likely never will. I don't mind hearing from a younger perspective or father figure perspective if my posting even make a ounce of sense at all. I'm just now picking myself up from a deep sadness from today, nothing to do with forums or here. Maybe I'll try to write more later as its almost 7:20 PM and and dinner was terrible and I just feel so lost and even green tea didn't help.

Mwa..hahahaha ... haaaaaaaaaaa!! I needed to good laugh and thanks for the support.

Yeah, breaks are awesome sometimes, clear the cobwebs.

@UCyborg just wanted to also in addition to the reaction like, Just thank you for being so open and we do care about you here.

Thank you guys, no worries and I'll gladly accept fatherly advice as my DD Father was so wise and even at time when he would be a bit harsh, he always had my best interest at heart - and I know you do as well @VistaLover Means a lot to know you care ... right back at ya

I will have to go through this as is was told to me to disabled that one. I did notice I was not able to download the MEGA file, only in 360 and DCBrowser was I able.

Honestly, hate to say it, forum drama gets old tbh. Otherwise, I started out not taking it too well, but I decided to get outside and I feel better for having done so and steeping away from the PC. Glad you are doing well.

Thank you, I just was a bit taken off guard that VistaLover was so sharp in his response to me, but perhaps having a bad day (we're all entitled to one). I trust him as he knows his stuff about Roytam1's browsers. Thank you for picking up that I was sensitive ... see, you do understand vibes and I'm doing much better now that I went out for a walk.

Understood ... appreciate the detailed reminder and explanation. Be well.

I am also wondering the same and if Serpent 55 is on par - something makes me think he only backports on his versions the security updates that even apply, but I hope I'm wrong. My Serpent 55 is 4.0.4.8297 [the latest build id: 20220919083302] Please keep us posted as I realize you do need to use webrtc (I think). Take care. EDIT: I've been having more success with Moebius now (with my online games and streaming movies/shows) over Serpent 52, but I'm trying to recall whether or now Basilisk Dev also took over Moebius. I could be confused.

I'm glad, I was hoping to cheer you guys up. How are you guys doing overall? Its was in the high 50's here but dark day with little sun.

This is above my head but I perked up my curiosity, not really for myself but for others that need privacy when discussing sensitive topics. Same VistaLover and had to use 360 but I've not a clue how to use this, yet. Thank you for the recommendation and I'm willing to learn ... sometimes willing but not always able.

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This was a sad turn of events I'm seeing. I know things happen between members that I do not see( catch ), but life it too short to hold grudges.