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XPerceniol

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  1. Hmmm ... working pretty well but youtube is very choppy but bare in mind mister blobfish is using pretty ancient hardware here so I'm surprised it did work on my system. VERY Impressive work on the part of the developer!
  2. I just tried that and this is the error I get when trying to run (both) setup and mini installer. I just tittled it "broken" for now, of course. I used 7 zip and this is what came up for me, is that right or am I just nutz (wait ... maybe I shouldn't ask that ... hehe)?
  3. No unrealistic expectations today, I guess. Just take it moment-by-moment, I think.
  4. OK thank you, I read the comments and I'll wait then until its fixed to try it. Much appreciated.
  5. I downloaded the file, but you are saying its not quite ready for XP, @mina7601?
  6. I wanted to let you know I liked your posting for this and not that they slapped you on the hand for using 360 Chrome. I look forward to your Redux updates.
  7. I'm just watching Law and Order with the late Dennis Farina. I really loved the way he captured that part and I feel the series lost something when he passed away .
  8. Nothing to apologize for, buddy, we always appreciate your input. You're a very helpful member of MSFN
  9. Hi there.. Just read your posting and will reply when I can after a cup of coffee. Thank you for opening up to us here. Lots to say about senses. I usually select avatars that depict a man in solitude. I prefer it that way and I try to put out there that its OK to be alone *with* yourself rather than by yourself. I quite enjoy water especially running water and I find it healing. I could be on that boat or near the see as on the XP forum and not feel lonely. I prefer and enjoy and appreciate my own company. You can too but whilst I promote this, I do understand that we are social creatures and I understand being around people is important - small doses and spurts for me. https://www.yogajournal.com/meditation/water-meditation-releasing-stress/ Yikes though.. That not a good feeling and I do know that feeling all too well myself. I used to hang in crowds until I realized that I don't much care for people anymore a part of that reason is this very thing - and that is the worst way to feel "Trapped". We should try to figure out why this happens to you. Me, I didn't like that feeling ( in crowds ) and and I find solace in my solitude with my plants. I don't want to pressure you to into delving too far into the mind because sometimes we ( I know I do ) have a hard time finding my way back and whilst its important to ground yourself because life is about the 'here and now' and wherever you go; there you are ... its (also) so very important to let go of the past (easier said than done, I know) and go with the flow with the tide but we must try to be mindful not to let a moment go by and not be present at all times <- This I struggle with myself. Perhaps we should work on find a way out even if you need to politely excuse yourself when in crowds for your sake and your well being. People might understand and even excusing yourself to go to the bathroom (I find) can be a quick escape. Also, perhaps, we could re-frame 'trapped with no way out' with small moments to escape. Ah yes, Hyper-vigilance https://www.healthline.com/health/hypervigilance That can be helpful as much like dogs we rely on our senses to avoid danger so whilst you should listen to those senses, sometimes this is anxiety that isn't calibrated well - anxiety can serve us well as also OCD [Obsessive Compulsive Disorder] can serve us well I just hate that that is seen as a disorder. I've been practicing the 1,2,3,4,5 grounding techniques to bring myself back during times of extreme anxiety. Unfortunately I require medication but I don't promote it, rather I'd like to see you try meditation or prayer. Prayer doesn't always have to be religious (I"m not) and I still pray to the universe for healing and sometimes I find I'm not at all alone in my distress. Yeah, this is where we can become over stimulated and that https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adrenaline is telling the body to run and to act, perhaps try to do something healthy for counteract that adrenaline. You can see how addicts become addicts searching for that rush, but like you, I also don't like it, and I also say, if I enjoyed "rolling" (up and down emotions) ... I'd also be in bliss; but of course, I'm not and its okay because I highly doubt you are a blue pill type and once eyes are open you'd not accept bliss as a state of mind. I (truly) hope I made some sense here for you. I mean well but I sometimes fail with my words and I don't want to fail you or make you feel worse - I only want to make you feel better with your own company. Be well and keep writing here if it helps you and I'm ALWAYS here to listen. Just my 2 cents really and I don't profess to know everything or anything. I just exist and try to make the best of it and not take life (this state/level of consciousness) for granted.
  10. Even though I used Pale Moon right up until it was no longer supported for XP, I never joined that forum.
  11. OK I got it - I didn't understand what Redux meant until I did more research - I guess its akin to FF ESR.
  12. Now I'm (even more) confused NHTPG told me this was the latest and greatest. ArcticFoxie/NotHereToPlayGames -- 360Chrome v13.5.1030 Redux
  13. Today has proven itself to be very difficult and challenging for me and I don't feel at my best, not enough to even post here. I've been spending much too much time ruminating over things I've no control over. I don't know.
  14. Gonna power-down for today. Was a strange day, but I got through it somehow. How I've not a clue. Good night MSFN
  15. Good grief ... I wish they'd tell us how they really feel.
  16. Its funny because I can watch a move rated R and not be triggered, but I can be triggered by a family rated drama or a dreaded love story and I'm very sensitive.
  17. They are predicting that after windows 10 end support in October 2025 lots of computers will become just that; e-waste.
  18. Do you know my eyes (or brain) can't see the difference between Bluray and normal mode. But I also (while do have a Bluray player) have a not so good TV.
  19. I feel the only reason I haven't had this BSOD on any of my browsers (Mypal / 360 Chrome / New Moon 28) is because I don't try to enable hardware acceleration. My aged hardware is so crappy that its better to leave the software to pick up the slack.
  20. Thank you @Vistapocalypse for the warning on this ahead of time on this movie. I am sensitive and will avoid this for that reason. I ran out of likes today so a reply is better anyway. Thank you for the recommendation and this movie does sound interesting and I quite enjoy Dennis Hopper in other movies.
  21. Just got back and whilst being out in the fresh air and on the sidewalk is very helpful, I still deal with intrusive thoughts that are hard to fight. I'm still very much a work in progress and I know I have a long way to get back 100% or whatever I was at prior to illness I suffered last March. I still have my moments of weakness (both mentally and physically) but I refuse to allow them to keep me down and prevent me from my healing progress. Man do I wish there were just a delete button on the mind to rid myself on the negative thought processes that burden me. I need to at some point utilize cord removal techniques to separate myself and (truly) allow the past to stay in the past buried where it belongs and grow for the remainder of time left on this planet. That being said, whilst just burring the unpleasant past happenings isn't (necessarily) the answer to beat what troubles me, I need to process what I can because a lot is long gone and I can't go back and change it and it serves me no good to keep reliving the past by walking down "memory lane". I still have moments of deep deep depression and anxiety, but what is worse is the Depersonalization-derealization disorder that I also endure and have since childhood. Speaking of which, I think way too much about childhood and the scars I still cary; but they make me and have shaped me into the person I know am and whilst I'm stronger in a lot of ways, I feel bogged down by them and it really is time to 'let go' and move on. I've been making positive changes and getting rid of some of the junk food(s) I used to rely and am starting to incorporating fresh fruits as a replacement. I find its better for the mind and body and spirit because we are what we eat and consuming potato chips and cookies into the body and expecting to be healthy is foolhardy. I've also started a b complex vitamin to help me to slowly come off of the of the medications I'm currently on. As I say, I know, miracles don't happen anymore and nothing happens overnight, its gonna take dedication and I also need for save forgiveness for myself and be very realistic with my expectations. I was told by a girl that we need to remove ALL expectations to avoid disappointment, I don't feel this is the case as she was coming from darkness within herself and pretty severe alcoholism and I'm now clean and sober and it has to stay that way as I can never EVER touch even a drop of alcohol because that would lead to disaster. Ok, so today, no unrealistic expectations other then to feel better by using cognitive behavioral modifications to improve my struggles. I do hope I made some sense, because sometimes I wonder with my crazy typing that I lose people from my mess. Be well everyone. EDIT: Sorry for so many edits but I have to fix mistakes as I see them after posting - just how my mind works for some reason.
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