XPerceniol

Man, in some ways I do still feel young, but I'm not, and in a lot of ways I Do indeed feel every day and second of 50 years old. My body and personality traits give it away and I'm trying to embrace it but easier said than done.

Were did you get that link, Mina, I'm trying to read it but my eyes wont let me me get very far - would you be so kind as so post that link you have in your address bar as and I read the entire thread and cant find it. Either its not there, or the green tea is not working very well this morning

Good day all. I was going to post last night when I returned from the outing but I was both physically and mentally drained from being around people. People wear me out and I DO notice the fakery that embodies people nowadays and the way they conduct themselves and interact with each other. While on one hand I get jealous and wish I had this (again fake) social talent people inhabit, on the other hand I'm even more glad I'm a loner and an individual and there is nothing wrong with being a 'misfit' - here's to all the misfits out there HAHA!. I spent most of the evening (hours into the night) still trying to wrap my head around and process what I witnessed whilst being out in public people partaking ny running up their credit cards to buy gifts because people are only concerned about receiving 'stuff' this year rather than the appreciating what they already have which also makes me glad I don't have to partake in this madness and fakery and trickery to 'one up' one another when it comes time to exchange gifts around the Christmas tree and I'm also glad I don't have to subject myself to spending time around family members that I can't stand all year long only to pretend to be happy when I'm not (truly) being genuine. I pride myself (I do use the term loosely) in being TRUE and genuine - I'm very much a take me or leave me kind of guy and what you see is what you get; flaws and all. So you see folks just how much I examine people and situations which says more about me and how far on the spectrum I am. So that should wrap up yesterday and I'm be happy this week spending time with my new plant and enjoying and appreciating the peace and quiet and solace of my own company and yesterday reminded me of just why I don't enjoy going out much. So this lovely morning I'm drinking a tea that is a mix of green tea with Turmeric, curry leaves, clove, pepper cumin seed and cinnamon with pure honey for focus and to detox both the body and mind and prepare for a day to partake on the forums. I'm a little bummed that I'm out of likes/upvotes because I wanted to react to several postings so I'll either just respond with a reply or wait till the system resets and react another time. Hope everyone is having an amazing Sunday out there and coping with the hectic holidays ahead and the hustle and bustle that goes along with it. Please try to be appreciative of what you DO have and if you have people within your life that you enjoy, tell them and express you appreciate them not only by exchanging gifts but let them know that you do care because life is short and you don't want to let those moments go by. Doesn't have to be all mushy and sappy, just don't be afraid to at the very least give a fist bump or hand shake if not a hug to those you care about this year when the world is in turmoil for others out there struggling to just survive in other countries. Yes society as a whole is toxic and fake (at least that is how I see it) , when in your own little bubble comfort zone life doesn't have to always be bad and it doesn't rain everyday. Be well folks. EDIT: Just fixing mistakes, sorry guys about the multiple edits but I wanted this to make sense and raw is was a bit messy Lol.

How were you able to determine that Mypal is patched? Just I wanted to know this as well but am unsure how to make the determination. Thank you, man.

Hi UCyborg.. I usually have to change the ClearType settings daily because my vision changes all the time and I can't wear my glasses if I sit too close to my crappy monitor.

Thank you, Dixel, its depends on the day with me and today is much better. Thank you :)

Good morning! Today is better that yesterday by a stretch, partly/mostly because I avoided known triggers and am doing so watching DVDs this morning to avoid the news and politics. We are in troubled times and there is nothing I can do about it to change it so why subject myself when I'm already in a fragile state of mind. Any stress or negativity can easily spiral into a deep state of despair and this only reminds me I've not (fully) recovered from Covid and I'm still pretty weak - both physically and mentally. The trouble is outside in while in public its hard to avoid what is directly in your face and I'm quite aware when things are not as they seem/appear. Today we are supposed to make a trip to the mall and my anxiety is through the roof but I've decided it would be good for me as I've been isolate and reclusive for too long and the thoughts going around in my head (can at times) lead me into the rabbit hole. Hope everyone is managing as best as can be during the holiday hustle - guess I'll be witnessing it first-hand myself today. I try to put on a brave face and avoid too much eye contact with strangers.

Hi everyone Hope all are well. Been a while since I've tested one of Roy's browser builds this lovely morning while drinking a strong cup of coffee I'm testing NM28 V 20231208021504 and noticed Its quite polished since the last time I used it (maybe a year ago) and I'm wondering just a few things ... I've searched the thread and can't seem to locate the answers on my own (no shocker there knowing me ... hehe). Was the image.webp.enabled straightened out because setting it to false make things quite ugly also do you guys happen to know if dom.storage.next_gen;true is a hidden pref for this browser or just non-existent. Thanks guys and take good care! EDIT I just found the answer on my own on the 12th posting down. Very pleased and impressed with this browser and the fact that the profile is automatically picked up as FF using CCleaner and I'm glad I decided to give it a whirl as I have a good 3rd option now.

Wishing everyone good health and well-being during (for some) a very stressful time of the year - I do hope everyone will find something to be thankful for and enjoy this holidays season. ~Sal

Law And Order from 2002 series.

Good morning all, well it is here anyway. Ha! Unfortunately last night I watched something that triggered me into a sadness and that only increased my depression so that made for a rough night and I'm still a bit affected today and a bit worried and confused about others things I'm not ready to mention on the forum; so today, I'm gonna start with this meditation That Increases Your Positive Energy, Eliminate Fears. I need to remember that society is toxic nowadays more than ever and even science has its shortcomings. I find society to be so narrow and rigid and this only increases my agoraphobia and social phobia. Speaking of which, I've not been going out much lately at all and week long bouts stuck inside locked up only makes the situations worse. Sorry if my writing is a bit off today and I'm not sure how much posting I'll do today. Good news to ad is I'm also posting again on the XP Forum in addition to MSFN again. https://www.xpforums.com/find-new/posts https://www.xpforums.com/members/xperceniol.2881/ If you decide to give this one a listen, only give it as long as you need - could be 5 minutes or longer if you feel its working and you can connect to it. I try to not post meditation videos that require you to listen to the end. This one I'm post is just music with chord progressions to be uplifting and please read the comments. EDIT: Sorry guys, I just posted and I'm not getting around to fixing my mistakes, though, doing so also seems a bit disingenuous because this thread is to reflect my state of mind and the mistakes do just that. Know what I'll leave it be now that I think of it so hopefully you can read through the mistakes seeing my mind is quite scattered and raw so is the posting.

<OT> Enjoy your trip VistaLover, sorry I've been so quiet in this thread lately and I know we've not spoken in a while, but I do follow you and respect you and the advice you've given me in the past. <OT>

Thank you - I've never even heard of it before and will give it a shot. I just did a google search and see various sites and I wonder which version you recomend. Thank you in advance.

Thank you, yes, much MUCH better and I've been sleeping through the night 5-6 hours of quality sleep again. Still some short-term memory issues but I think it will clear up and I want my sense of humor to come back. Ha!

Life is a long and painful process, I learned that contentment is an internal task and not based on anything or anyone else in the external material world. I'm a different person - a better person - not perfect, but rather and work in progress. -XPerceniol

You're A Mean One Mister Grinch youtube.com/watch?v=hN6KOZTyl_A

This browser has been working quite well for me overall. ^^I do like the new skin out of the box, is this the skin you both are are referring to?

Thank you for the reply, I had to take some time off and I am doing much better now and feel like I've crossed over into healing phase. I really appreciate your reply and I'm glad you are doing better.

<OT> If my memory serves me, it was you that had Covid here, if not, I apologize. If so, do you STILL have lingering symptoms? I tested positive last April after becoming mysteriously ill and went around for the way for 3 weeks Until I was hospitalized but I was not intabated just sent home with PaxLovid - were you are also put on that medication? Sorry for all the questions and if I bother you by prying feel free to tell me but I'm trying to figure out long I should expect to feel ill like my short-term memory is shot and my emotions are 'all over the place'. Hands shaky and it takes me a million times to edit my posting to make some kind of sense and I have VERY low energy. Take good care anyways and I do hope you are well and recovered 100%.. ~Salvatore EDIT: Oh I just recalled @UCyborg also had Covid are you recovered to 100%? <OT>

Struggling pretty badly to be honest with only the basics of functions. Gonna take a long time they tell me.

Sad to admit, I forgot the forums I used to visit, Covid really hurt my mind which was already messy most of the time. I can't afford to donate I'm almost penniless.

Thank you, today I'm not very functional so I'll stay quiet I think. Good to see you around again.