XPerceniol

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Will try, thank you.

Thank you for this quote.

So. we must increase the ratio and tip the scale from 10% feelings of being hopeful and slowly increase decrease the 90% and chalk up to a dark day as just that and tomorrow is another day. Hopefully if you do things and as @msfntor wrote - take action - and the dark days should become less-and-less until they are not more. I'm working on this too and thank you for sticking around (both the forum and in real life) You can't be happy all the time and you can't be sad all the time. Through darkness you see the light. I feel better today.

Hi everyone.

Oh, dearest Mina, that brought a tear to my eye reading that and I'm so sorry you feel this way too. So young and I know (I know) everything seems scary ahead and when down hard to see anything, let alone the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so sorry I don't have the words and I feel as I've failed you but anything helpful I could say would be hypercritical of me. Hang on, OK? Please promise me?

Tonight I'm watching old documentaries on Julia Child as the new one "Julia" is only for premium customers and I'll looking for something having to do with nothing.

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Well I've been called a lot of things but smart isn't usually on this list. Honestly, I watched the news today after weeks of not doing so and I feel very bad and, to tell you the truth, I wish I wasn't born at all. I feel sick and hopeless and I just want *out*.

Thank you my friend, I will read that page and catch up. I feel like I've become (more) dumb since I've been away.

It is! When I realized I've wasted time it feels yucky. So much shake it off ... dust myself off and try again, try again.

These are so beautiful and the first thing I've seen other than my TV this week and getting back on 2 feet after spending much time from the bed to the couch to the bathroom to the couch and back to bed and repeat ...:( K ... gonna catch up L8r .... try to be well everyone.

Are you ok, @legacyfan ?

Thank you, Mina, for your concern. Been rough to be honest and haven't been doing much. Hopefully things will improve. I hope things are going alright for everyone here, as well. Will try to catch up tomorrow. Thank you guys for posting on my threads - it helps me to read others ideas and thoughts. Sal

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/aug/15/how-i-became-homeless-three-peoples-stories How I became homeless: three people's stories The number of families affected by homelessness is expected to double by 2041. We asked people to share their experiences ‘Thankfully I never slept rough or on the streets but I was close to sleeping in a park.’ Photograph: Alamy Sarah Marsh and Guardian readers Tue 15 Aug 2017 07.00 EDTLast modified on Wed 20 Sep 2017 14.00 EDT The number of families affected by homelessness is expected to more than double in the next two decades, with a further 200,000 households affected by 2041, according to a report. Those sleeping rough will soar by fourfold to more than 40,000 in the same period, according to research by Heriot-Watt University, commissioned by Crisis, the homelessness charity. Number of homeless in Britain expected to double by 2041, Crisis warns Read more ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I didn't post all details because it is too long and would lose people, but I'll just us my own words, its been said people are 1 kitchen appliance away from homelessness and out on the streets in 1 month this can happen and I'm included as I've been close but my Dearly Departed Father made sure this *shouldn't* happen according to him desire but if the MAGA's take away my rights I'll have nowhere to turn. My be good to read a few people testimonials (real) and determine that we can just kill off the scum or let them rot.

I think I'm going to watch all 3 tonight as people here just watch the news and wonder why they are triggered, I know I get easily triggered from political news (far left and far right) I'm in the center on most but the far right want to take remove scum like me (their words, Sean Hannity frequently calls us scum and filth) from the earth after they remove all rights. Its just exhausting at the length they would go to prove survival of the fittest and I would fail and lose.

Beautiful picture - thank you for sharing it and reading now and hopefully I can find other inspiring stories from good people because its does take much for people to trick others and I've had to proverbial wool pulled over my eyes more than a few time by people to ever let my guard down. Sorry guys, for being so negative but there is so much hypocrisy in the world and people play games with others exp when they are fragile. I never did that and never will treat others like that. Sorry

This helped me right now because I've lost faith in humanity and I think the majority of people are with ill intentions and I'll never trust again, I"ll always keep a firewall up that will never ever come down. Life has taught me, there is only 1 person you can depend on when the 'going gets rough' and that is yourself; period. If you are seeking others for approval there are "Yes People" out there but given enough time the true colors bleed though.

I really believe a sedentary lifestyle is a recipe for disastrous health.

Ha Ha............:o

Yeah, also have an atari flashback console and I hardly ever use it and the guy down the hall will give me $5.00 for it. I almost missed your posting because I was looking for your old avatar lol ... all is good and well here.

Oh I didn't know that but does it stay dark for months?

I didn't get a notice either I've not returned after the 1st posting and trying build up xp forums feels like I'm spinning my wheels. Just here for me now ... being tied to the computer keeps me away from real life (whatever "living" is, I hear its overrated). A bit past 7:45PM and looking for something to avoid news.

At 11 its too late for yesterday and too early for today.

I don't know just lay there until I get out of bed. Even with the pills, without pills, would be nearly impossible to fall asleep and my mind in spinning and won't shut down. Muddled.