I'm safe in my home for the most part, people leave me alone but outside there is hate and disdain and I don't speak much anymore to people because I'm fearful I will be beaten up for just breathing the same air as them; but yeah, I know I pass judgment on others when I don't really know and thank heavens there are no Russians here. I'm one of the oldest here now, only 3 others and they don't know me and I sort of want to keep it that way as I wouldn't be a good friend to anybody in this shape. Nobody would want to be around me, but I don't want to change for others (that is stupid) only myself and to make my life pleasant.