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[XPerceniol]

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Have you ever felt like being somebody else?
Feeling like the mirror isn't good for your health?
Every day, I'm tryin' not to hate myself
But lately, it's not hurtin' like it did before
Maybe I am learning how to love me more

It used to burn
Every insult, every word
But it helped me learn (yeah)
Self-worth I had to earn
So I tried every night
To sit with sorrow
And eventually, it set me free

Have you ever felt like being somebody else?
Feeling like the mirror isn't good for your health?
Every day I'm tryin' not to hate myself
But lately, it's not hurtin' like it did before
Maybe I am learning how to love me more

Just a little bit (love me more)
Just a little bit (love me more)
Oh, no (love me more)
Just a little bit (love me more)

I used to cry myself to sleep at night
I'd blame the sky when the mess was in my mind
I couldn't see, I couldn't breathe
So I sat with sorrow
And eventually, it set me free

Have you ever felt like being somebody else?
Feeling like the mirror isn't good for your health?
(If you have, let me hear you right now)
Every day I'm tryin' not to hate myself (yeah, yeah, yeah)
But lately, it's not hurtin' like it did before (sweet child)
Maybe I am learning how to love me more

Just a little bit (love me more)
Just a little bit (love me more)
Oh, I'm gonna try to (love me more)
With a little bit of love (love me more)

Love me more
Love me more (just a little bit)
Love me more (love me more)
Love me more

Oh, gonna love me more (gonna love me more)
Oh, gonna love me more (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, gonna love me more (gonna love me more)
(Oh) oh, gonna love me more

[XPerceniol]

"Be accepting (of others and yourself) -- release the burden -- the huge weight off your shoulders. Be you and be apologetically so, so never be sorry for being authentic. 

This is the greatest give you can give yourself and you deserve to be happy and content with whom you are. You are fine just the way your are. -XPerceniol

[XPerceniol]

Since I no longer feel safe posting I'll just stay in this thread only for the foreseeable future. That being said, I feel saddened and hurt and hopefully I can (as Sam said) sit with the pain and it will make me stronger and stronger and stronger. Weakness is a recipe for disaster and suicide because we can accept whom we are and love yourself. 

[XPerceniol]

 

[mina7601]

5 minutes ago, XPerceniol said:

I feel saddened and hurt and hopefully I can (as Sam said) sit with the pain and it will make me stronger and stronger and stronger. Weakness is a recipe for disaster and suicide because we can accept whom we are and love yourself. 

Just remember, I am in the same boat as you.

[legacyfan]

Even the smallest person can change the course of the future.” — Galadriel

[XPerceniol]

Just now, mina7601 said:

Just remember, I am in the same boat as you.

Thank you and your words meant more than you know, will ever know.

BTW ... I noticed you are no longer a member of XP Forum and I am also thinking about doing the same.

[XPerceniol]

Just now, legacyfan said:

Even the smallest person can change the course of the future.” — Galadriel

Thank you so much for that, that really lifted me spirit.

[legacyfan]

Your time will come. You will face the same Evil, and you will defeat it.” – Arwen

[mina7601]

8 minutes ago, XPerceniol said:

Thank you and your words meant more than you know, will ever know.

You're welcome, I will never leave you lonely.

8 minutes ago, XPerceniol said:

BTW ... I noticed you are no longer a member of XP Forum and I am also thinking about doing the same.

Yeah, I felt bored and don't check XP Forum a lot, so I decided to ask the admins there to close my account, and make MSFN my main focus. I am still there on Eclipse though.

Edited February 15, 2023 by mina7601

[XPerceniol]

15 minutes ago, mina7601 said:

You're welcome, I will never leave you lonely.

Yeah, I felt bored and don't check XP Forum a lot, so I decided to ask the admins there to close my account, and make MSFN my main focus. I am still there on Eclipse though.

Thank you but I don't want to burden you, I want only the best for you and you to enjoy life. I know easier said than done.

Could you give me the link to eclipse and I'll post tonight I've lost it. If I can even remember the password hehe. It does not come up on google for me or bing.

EDIT:

I go it now.

Edited February 15, 2023 by XPerceniol

[legacyfan]

23 minutes ago, XPerceniol said:

Thank you but I don't want to burden you, I want only the best for you and you to enjoy life. I know easier said than done.

Could you give me the link to eclipse and I'll post tonight I've lost it. If I can even remember the password hehe. It does not come up on google for me or bing.

EDIT:

I go it now.

I'm also still on there 

[XPerceniol]

I suddenly feel very happy tonight. Its about 8:30 and have to fine something to watch on the TV while others are away. Good to be over there now with you @mina7601 and @legacyfan and @K4sum1 and maybe others I'm unaware of here.

Will let you know what I find ... looking for something about loving and acceptance and trying to be a good person. Music today is hard for me to get into and I don't usually listen to pop unless something grabs me - I'd rather listen to smooth jazz, but I do like some of today's singers.

Ya know, just for the record, I don't believe in pushing any agenda down others thoughts, I'm just trying to be me and live and not be under personal attack, to be honest, most people here accept me with the acceptation of only 1 or 2 guys here (where I reside, not the forum) and I'm just me whatever the heck that is without needing labels and I do like women as friends and maybe one day I'll learn to become more social but you can't force it - it has to come naturally. I compliment women and men but not in the same way (of course) and I know all mean well as do I for ALL of you.

Live and let live and don't judge and I (myself) am and 'work in progress'. Learning at 50 still.

Edited February 15, 2023 by XPerceniol

[legacyfan]

2 minutes ago, XPerceniol said:

I suddenly feel very happy tonight. Its about 8:30 and have to fine something to watch on the TV while others are away. Good to be over there now with you @mina7601 and @legacyfan and @K4sum1 and maybe others I'm unaware of here.

Will let you know what I find ... looking for something about loving and acceptance and trying to be a good person. Music today is hard for me to get into and I don't usually listen to pop unless something grabs me - I'd rather listen to smooth jazz, but I do like some of today's singers.

Ya know, just for the record, I don't believe in pushing any agenda down others thoughts, I'm just trying to be me and live and not be under personal attack, to be honest, most people here accept me with the acceptation of only 1 or 2 guys here (where I reside, not the forum) and I'm just me whatever the heck that is without needing labels and I do like women as friends and maybe one day I'll learn to become more social but you can't force it - it has to come naturally. I compliment women and men but not in the same way (of course) and I know all mean well as do I for ALL of you.

Live and let live and don't judge.

[legacyfan]

Frodo: I wish the Ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened.
Gandalf: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.