You guys ever wonder about that feeling you sometimes get when you just know something else is going on in the world that isn't being known? Good or bad. It doesn't matter. It kind of just pulls you in like a magnet. It must be like an inventor's knowing a really great idea- there is a better one not too far away. So as to always strive for their 'perfection' they keep experimenting- they keep on building. I am wondering about fear- the word itself seems like its meaning is really the result of the lack of not knowing something and feeling unable to do anything about it. "He was paralyzed with fear", no no no. His paralysis WAS fear itself- at least at a higher dosage. Perhaps losing a sense of your surroundings/understandings about certain aspects of the world is a result of fear. In this case it was losing his knowledge of mobility- or ability to speak clearly or at all. It can be overwhelming like a computer forgetting how to do subtraction but to the mind- the body is a consequence of the minds' failure- almost/maybe a malfunction. So when we try to picture the world from what we know and realize there is much much more- does it not scare you in the slightest what else can there be going on?